I figured you get enough annoying mail in here I would send you some good stuff. So just know I LOVE U like crazy. I wouldnt mind waking up next to your handsome face every day for the rest of my life. The orgasms you give me while sucking my neck and pulling my hair are something fierce. You tell me everything I wanna hear and sincerely mean it. You are an awesome father, son, grandson, brother and boyfriend. You make all my days a lil bit brighter. You are pure awesomness at its finest. My kids and I are truely blessed that you came into our lives and I wouldnt change a thing. Cant wait to kiss you and hug you and make sweet sweet love to you. Sent via Facebook Mobile
dickhead January 5 at 7:45am
I'm madly in love with you lady :) I love who you are...... Inside and out....... You always know how to put a smile on my face even if I don't feel much like smilin...... You are one helluva hot momma, and I'm glad ur mine :) "
let me say this. love doesnt exist after a month of being together. i dont believe it. and dickhead doesnt give orgasms. he give five minutes of an honest effort and then falls asleep. and cunt. really. if you are better off with him in your life... im sorry for your previous situations. FUCK BAGS. so here i am. back at square one. should i or shouldnt i. the thought of him getting pistol whipped doesnt seem so bad anymore. i neeed to go to church.
Couple things...
ReplyDeleteFirst, most importantly, I love you lil sista, more than there are words to express... and I hate seeing you in pain, which I know you are in a lot of right now. I'm glad you have found this outlet for your feelings. I'm going to try very hard not to say to you things you already know. Youre a smart girl. You fall in love with assholes. So do I. Thats part of life I think... at least for us Essex girls.
I commend you for hackin into his fb. I taught you WELL!! My GIRL!! Love u :) No really, it gives you an edge. lol. Ive done it. Very satisfying, you find alot of stuff out, and can plant little seeds and theyre like how the FUCK did she know that!! Anyway, I noticed and wanted to point out she said, "I love you like crazy," and he said "I love who you are." Not the same.
Don't go gettin all violent on him. He will get what he deserves. Trust me. Some horrible gangrenous funk will take up residence inside his peehole any day now.
I dont think youre at square one at all. You have accomplished a lot in the last 8 years. You are an amazing mother, daughter, sister, friend. You have every right to be angry. You should be... something would be wrong if you werent. You should be bitter. You should feel devestated. But at some point, once you've felt all that...processed it all... you should let it go. He doesnt deserve you Ann. Doesnt deserve you at all.
We have a finite amount of mental energy to spread thin amongst our many worries. You will come to the point when you realize he is not worth your time or your energy to even think about. I hope you come to that conclusion soon.
I still hate chad worse. Did you see his comment after mine? Fuckin asshole. UUHHH.
You do need to go to church. Find a man there :)
First, last, forever... I love you baby girl. I miss you. Take care. xo.
sister. i love you. i owe you and mom all of my edginess. you guys taught me very well. surprisingly reading this has made me feel better. worse at first, then better after realizing that im a million times better than all of this.
ReplyDeleteassholes. we attract that kind of man. we have been since childhood. i dont want a man. not one bit. i got one and he is enough to handle. haha. more than i can sometimes.
i love you sis. you always makee things right for me. ever since i was a kid.
You are infinetly better than this. He doesnt deserve you. If you need to talk, I'm always here.
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