can i just say. today... im angry. rarrrr. ok. so. i hate girls. i think they are back stabbing bitches. i really really hate them... except for my friends. the girls i love. but i fucking hate them. i dont like games being played on me. i hated highschool. therefore i hate girls. now that that is out of my system... let me move on to say. i am at the recieving end of karma right now. this is a fact.
i cant let go of dickhead. there is no other logical reason, except for the fact that i am truely getting paid back for all of the boys i fucked over. starting in middle school. brandon blevins, he loved me, i cheated on him with kevin hillenburg. high school. danny... i was shitty to him. wayyyy shitty to him... now i blame this on being young... and he is like a bff now, but i did fuck him over and fuck himup a bit. then there is shaun. we were engaged. i was horrid to him. we obviously didnt work out. and then all of the countless boys ive led on and broken. not on purposee... i just hate emotions, i dont like getting attached. nathan. dave. chad d. micah. josh m. these are just a few i can think of. so there you have it. karma is but fucking me, and i do not like it.
25 yrs. and its hitting me at once. well.. unless you count my ex husband. that was kinda like karma. fuck you karma. i cant wait for you to get the rest of them though.
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